Sanity Suckss

( I actually think it does. Go insane )

I never thought I would write blog. Since school I was never interested in writing. Its a hobby recently discovered and discovered while reading. I started reading only after getting into college because suddenly I realized I had nothing to do. The so called first year "masti" which I didn't find "mast" at all was over. And there I was...thinking hard how to pass my time. Then I got the idea of reading some "slim romantic novels". It served two purposes to me-

1. The novels I thought of reading were romantic. Hence I didn't mind their 'slimness' or 'thickness'. And yes, what on earth can be better genre than romance for a beginner.
2. They helped me in faking in front of my parents. They thought I was taking my college very seriously and was totally into my studies.

They came to know about my sincerity only after my first year results. Well, results apart reading was fun now. I read many articles, few novels and one or two non fiction. Then suddenly one day I restlessly felt the urge to write. I don't know what it was, whether I didn't like some story's climax or simply envied the writer for how could he write so well and I couldn't :(
The result was positive though. I wrote 6 poems in 1 day. It seemed as I if I have climbed the Mt. Everest and the only thing remaining is to shout 'Eureka - Eureka'. But I controlled myself and called my bestie Neha. She appreciated all my poems and then soon I was on cloud nine.

But now I accuse her of keeping me in darkness because only after 2-3 months I realized how pathetic my poems were and even a 5th standard girl can write better than me. Plus I still don't know the difference between Prose, Poetry and Poem. I just know Rhymes. Therefore I took a return flight from cloud nine to cloud 'minus' nine.

So here I am. Taking a serious attempt on some non serious writing, trying to reach from cloud 'minus' nine to ground zero and hoping to do little better than before.
I also want to warn all the readers that I write complete nonsense and bullshit at times. So don't take them too seriously. You are most welcome to laugh on them with me but dare not make fun of them. :)